Saturday, March 8, 2008

Psychological Barriers Everywhere..

hmmm let me talk about today 1st... erm went to pulua ubin today for some ATF/HRC course lah... erm early in the morning... there was only 14 people that came... erm >.< its damn freaking obvious that people pon lah... wad the? so what if we had already get gold... so what if its not our uopa anymore? zzz they had been overcome by psychological barriers lah.. though maybe one or two may be real...

haha on the way to the campsite... i kept spamming them with my idealogy lor... thats the main reason why they had been enlightened and are able to carry on with the activities... haiz, sianz i should be more humble xD haha basically had 5 main activites- ARC, PP, DD, T, FF. haha dont ask me what is that cuz i dont knw it myself xD but it was damn fun... the FF was damn thrilling.. only some parts of it scary only... like the part whereby we had to climb up the building that is like 10 storeys high?

lol then after lunch went to attempt the ARC.. which is some obstacles you had to go through that are in mid air... zzz i was like one of the first few people to went up.. then i became the last few to come down.. lol cuz i was overcome by my own psychological barrier.. haiz, what a lousy example im setting to my trainees LOL. yeah managed to complete the stupid ARC. nearly few off the rope due to the stupidity of my fellow rope man, leonard lim jing jie... who instead of helping me with the ladder (FOR RESCUE), he rammed the whole ladder onto the rope that i was walking on... =.="

overall rating is 3.5/5! yeah was generally fun except for the fact that we were all sunburnt.

now about yesterday. so it was muster parade. we were really lucky cuz the weather threatened at several occasions that it was gonna rain by allowing a few drops of water droplets to reach the earth... yeah but in the end, there weather was perfect! wootz, so did my job as 2nd PC lor, quite fun bah.. holding the drill cane is not as easy as it seems now =( but anyway, i was promoted to the rank of SSGT! really damn shuang... same old phrase- congratz to all that promote, jiayou to those that didnt.

then after that siming sir brief us about spf badge, the badge that will give you 5 CCA points... argh muz get it! haiz, then after that darius sir talked to me, i realized how 失败 i am as a Drill Instructor, cuz even an officer can make a remark like that: FYI, officers usually dont make comments.. zzzz >.< muz pia until i pop...

- banished into a place of complete darkness when i sense a glimmer of hope

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