todae is farewell assembly. one word to surmarise it all- saddened. its supposed to be happy, but the joy is used to attempt to cover up all of our hearts' sorrow. for me personally, it juz came too fast. ill-prepared. i am now forced to part from my teachers.
WHY DO WE ALWAYS CHERISH ONLY AFTER WE LOST IT???!!! i hate myself, for falling into this trap.
always, without failing, think that mdm wong is wasting our time with her chinese lessons. keep on nagging at us, so fan2. great, now we do not have to listen to it anymore. we are free, happy now? zzz juz thinking of how much she has put in to the lessons with the amount of notes. we must be some brainless fools. realizing it now, whats the point? regretting now, whats the point? WHY? everytime sleep in lessons, she knws it. everytime dont pay attention and crap, she knws it. but she nvr reveal her sadness, and i have a part to play in this. and now, its time for us to understand, buts its too late. todae, on stage- tears filled her eyes before we knw it. she cried, she cried! its becuz she treats us her own kids, she 舍不得 us. it struck me, and hard. i couldnt bear to see her cry lah. like she is normally so jian1 qiang2. MDM WONG, SORRY!!! (if you come across my blog =)) you will always remain in my heart.
next is ms chong, we always keep kpkbing her for always koping other people lessons and extending lesson time. but have we tot that it is taking up her time also? mrs anna tan, mr danny tan, mr tan ping hock, mr jeffrey goh, ms lucy fernandez, mrs oh wee ming, mrs goh, mr fernanddez, ms chow. all their sacrifices for US, now then realize, seriously. i can only say sorrie. a very goodbye. sorrie for all the troubles i have caused, becuz of my freaking ignorance.
thank you teachers, for......
1) always being there when we are down
2) stopping us when we are going crazy
3) endless care and concern
4) guiding us along thru this unforgettable period
5) treating us like your own kids
we have to go, its painful but..... i will definitely remember all of you. ="( you will always be this pillar of support.
我真的很舍不得你们
- the deadly silence.
