one word: screwed! HAIZ... this is the 1st day that i knw i will be getting results that are like shit...
basically today had add maths and biology paper. rating for add maths is 2.5/5... some qns is like... erm need to think out of the box... then think out of the box again... zzz i screwed qns 4 and 5 lah... sianz... rating for bio is 3.5/5? cuz i nvr double check my answers with anyone... cuz my whole mind is filled with the freaking add maths paper... haiz...
sianz.. DSA seems more distant from me now... teachers! i need your testimonials.. gonna approach them real soon...
-looking on the bright side that seems so dark
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
3rd day of prelim!
lol... yeah as your all knw... today was the 3rd day of prelim if you are thinking logically...
today had Emaths and history paper.... rating for emaths is 4.5/5.... guarentee plus chop will get an A1... hahaha i am so confident sia... and damn shaung cuz i corrected Li Ang... in one of the qns... wootz! haha the paper was unexpectedly easy. the qns in the ten year series were much muc more harder than the paper... even the maths-idiot say easy means it is really easy... (for your info... the maths idiot is me lol xD)
rating for history paper is 3.5/5... hope can get A1 as some of the parts i couldnt remember and i juz simply wrote a cock and bull story that i think is abit de crap lol =D but the content should be there bah... so muz get distinction!!
the bright side seems brighter now....! at least 6 A1s for prelim1! arghhh i want my DSA; oh yah, muz approach the teachers to persuade them to write testimonials for me =)
-looking on the bright side that seems a bit brighter than usual now
today had Emaths and history paper.... rating for emaths is 4.5/5.... guarentee plus chop will get an A1... hahaha i am so confident sia... and damn shaung cuz i corrected Li Ang... in one of the qns... wootz! haha the paper was unexpectedly easy. the qns in the ten year series were much muc more harder than the paper... even the maths-idiot say easy means it is really easy... (for your info... the maths idiot is me lol xD)
rating for history paper is 3.5/5... hope can get A1 as some of the parts i couldnt remember and i juz simply wrote a cock and bull story that i think is abit de crap lol =D but the content should be there bah... so muz get distinction!!
the bright side seems brighter now....! at least 6 A1s for prelim1! arghhh i want my DSA; oh yah, muz approach the teachers to persuade them to write testimonials for me =)
-looking on the bright side that seems a bit brighter than usual now
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
2nd day of prelim 1.......
sian sian.... haiz today was called the gg-ed day for many of us... but i hope i doesnt include me....
haiz first was the physics paper... overall rating is 3.5/5 dont knw why alot of qns... i think is correct but some think otherwise... haiz.. beginning to doubt myself... next is geog paper.. errrr rating is 3/5... cuz i freakingly missed out ONE PART OF THE QNS! wad the helll..... $$&^*()^(%W$Q@$# haiz... hope can get an A for both subjects bah...
and worst still, tmrw is EMATHS PAPER!!!! and i dont knw a single shit except matrices =.=" ahh someone save me!
-looking on the bright side that seems so dark
haiz first was the physics paper... overall rating is 3.5/5 dont knw why alot of qns... i think is correct but some think otherwise... haiz.. beginning to doubt myself... next is geog paper.. errrr rating is 3/5... cuz i freakingly missed out ONE PART OF THE QNS! wad the helll..... $$&^*()^(%W$Q@$# haiz... hope can get an A for both subjects bah...
and worst still, tmrw is EMATHS PAPER!!!! and i dont knw a single shit except matrices =.=" ahh someone save me!
-looking on the bright side that seems so dark
Monday, January 28, 2008
the 1st day of prelim 1!
haha i cannot believe myself man... tmrw is the physics and geog PRELIM 1 paper and here i am, blogging.. LOL but in fact, its is becuz i have basically finished mugging the 2 subjects le... so might as well come to blog a while and relax =D
today was the SS and CHEM paper.... i mugged 7 essays; in the end, only 2 came out >.<" LOL haha rating for SS paper is 4.5/5, im confident of it.. cuz i THINK i never left out any important points... =) haiz as for chem, i already lost 4 marks le... haiz haiz haiz.. rating is 3.5/5... i think i can still get my a1!! arghhh i muz get my a1... but i hope it would not be those kind- high expectations; crap results.... VJC... wait for me! lol muz muz apply apply for for DSA DSA!!
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today was the SS and CHEM paper.... i mugged 7 essays; in the end, only 2 came out >.<" LOL haha rating for SS paper is 4.5/5, im confident of it.. cuz i THINK i never left out any important points... =) haiz as for chem, i already lost 4 marks le... haiz haiz haiz.. rating is 3.5/5... i think i can still get my a1!! arghhh i muz get my a1... but i hope it would not be those kind- high expectations; crap results.... VJC... wait for me! lol muz muz apply apply for for DSA DSA!!
-looking on the bright side that seems so dark
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Prelim 1!
okay prelim 1 is in 2days time... almost finish preparing aka mugging le... except for add maths and emaths that i seriously dont knw what is it about >.< its like... rocket science to me lah! arghhhh nvr mind... i still have tmrw!
gonna try my best for prelim1, gonna gauge where i stand.... i want to own those freaking china freaks; especially that Jixiang and Boning i think.... with the exception of Li Ang who has helped me really alot... thanks bud, you are the one that is truly zai. ITS SHOWTIME! i want to show the power of singapore!
side track abit... haha im planning my future le... if i do well for prelim 1, im considering applying for DSA to victoria JC... yeah hope can bah.. =D
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gonna try my best for prelim1, gonna gauge where i stand.... i want to own those freaking china freaks; especially that Jixiang and Boning i think.... with the exception of Li Ang who has helped me really alot... thanks bud, you are the one that is truly zai. ITS SHOWTIME! i want to show the power of singapore!
side track abit... haha im planning my future le... if i do well for prelim 1, im considering applying for DSA to victoria JC... yeah hope can bah.. =D
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
LOL... my personality
What Lim Jun Wei Means 
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
lol haha, so this is my personality... woah like so good
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You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
lol haha, so this is my personality... woah like so good
-looking on the bright side that seems so dark
A1!!!
yeah!!! feeling damn shuang now... hahaha...
as your knw, today is the release of 'o' levels results.... yeah and today had to go auditorium to receive my olvl chinese grade... if i tell you i wasnt nervous, im bluffing you.... was really very scared... scared that i nvr get A1.. scared that i have to drop higher chinese... when the stupid yu lin said that 3-9's distinction rate is 74.5... i nearly freaked out lor... haha lol.. its like 10 persons nvr get...
my heart nearly jumped out when it was my turn... cuz i roughly saw a b3!!! wad the... in the end, it was an A1!!!! wootz! distinction for oral??? lol i remembered clearly that i spoke english during the chinese oral >.<" so was quite shcoked to have a distinction for that... yeah.. last thing- congratz for those that got As; jiayou for those that did not make it....
anyway... JIAYOU XINGYU! i really believe you do not deserve what you got, as compared to others lah.... zzz and those freaks that is emoing becuz they got A2.. wake up your idea leh... think about those that nvr get lah.. A2 liao still emo... wad the hell...
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as your knw, today is the release of 'o' levels results.... yeah and today had to go auditorium to receive my olvl chinese grade... if i tell you i wasnt nervous, im bluffing you.... was really very scared... scared that i nvr get A1.. scared that i have to drop higher chinese... when the stupid yu lin said that 3-9's distinction rate is 74.5... i nearly freaked out lor... haha lol.. its like 10 persons nvr get...
my heart nearly jumped out when it was my turn... cuz i roughly saw a b3!!! wad the... in the end, it was an A1!!!! wootz! distinction for oral??? lol i remembered clearly that i spoke english during the chinese oral >.<" so was quite shcoked to have a distinction for that... yeah.. last thing- congratz for those that got As; jiayou for those that did not make it....
anyway... JIAYOU XINGYU! i really believe you do not deserve what you got, as compared to others lah.... zzz and those freaks that is emoing becuz they got A2.. wake up your idea leh... think about those that nvr get lah.. A2 liao still emo... wad the hell...
-looking at the bright side that seems so dark
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Pain.........
damn pain my leg and hand now......... becuz of that match with nccland part c if im not wrong on friday.... haiz... why? why?! why people always trip me de... i dont mind people tackling me, provided its a GOOD one... and not all those that tackles that are targeting legs.... got people mark me; then i can show off my skills mah xD zzz back to that point... i fell down at least thrice... the worst thing is people still say you dived! =.="""" fish it... haha nvm.. at least i scored 2 goals.... haha chsnpcc won 4-3! lol first time score freekick seh, damn shuang... they 5man wall somemore... haha and they keeper was like.... >.<
Sorry for late update!
hmmm gonna talk about friday training bah... haha dont knw why, after mdms private talk with the sec2s, they suddenly show more life and zest in the training, or most importantly, their replies! haha was very glad that their drills actually make the ground shake!!! wootz! thats the standard man... haiz but due to the presence of the CIs, especially yanhao.. i felt damn restricted and pressured... zzzzz
yeah and there is this guy frm the 31st batch that is seriously blowing me off my top...... wad the hell.. a cadet questioning and telling a NCO or shall i say, a SQUADLEADER what to do? zzz how would you feel in my shoes... haiz... im not blaming him for being too anxious and worried... but i knw what im doing.. if you dont trust me... then what can i do?
yeah and i suddenly realized if its wrong to trust people wholeheartedly? maybe its wrong to help someone in need cuz they dont appreciate and they juz freaking backstab you... yeah i am not going to further reveal into the details but yeah, sometimes it is juz like this...
sianz.. sometimes i cant really blog about all my feelings cuz maybe its inappropriate for some readers as i muz be careful of my languuage or i may land myself in some deep shit... SIANZ
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yeah and there is this guy frm the 31st batch that is seriously blowing me off my top...... wad the hell.. a cadet questioning and telling a NCO or shall i say, a SQUADLEADER what to do? zzz how would you feel in my shoes... haiz... im not blaming him for being too anxious and worried... but i knw what im doing.. if you dont trust me... then what can i do?
yeah and i suddenly realized if its wrong to trust people wholeheartedly? maybe its wrong to help someone in need cuz they dont appreciate and they juz freaking backstab you... yeah i am not going to further reveal into the details but yeah, sometimes it is juz like this...
sianz.. sometimes i cant really blog about all my feelings cuz maybe its inappropriate for some readers as i muz be careful of my languuage or i may land myself in some deep shit... SIANZ
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
Teachers........
hello everyone >.< haha anyway for today's post, im gonna talk about the teachers of my class! haha quite some changes.....
Chem: Ms Sharon Chong ........ errmmmm hmm this girl is a funny one in some sense lol... yeah same as my last post the person... this teacher here has a more serious PMS.. weird one leh... sometimes anyhow scold, sometimes anyhow pick on things =.=" but all in all, she is a good chem teacher...
Geog: Mrs Elaine Goh lol she calls herself EGO so that everybody muz listen to her >.< haha damn funny during her lesson cause terence is always sleeping during her lesson and he is always caught and kena scolding haha.. hmm feel that she doesnt focus on the impt things alot but give too much lame examples...
History: Mr Danny Tan hahaha this guy got alot of animation and weird intonation de... haha but at least he is making history interesting for a relatively bored subject in the eyes of many... muz agree that he is quite the enthu bah... *claps*
Maths: Mrs Anna Tan woah this freaking teacher really makes my blood boil sometimes leh... $%#^%&( she like only target audience is the stupid china scholars... zzz then might as well juz grab them out and teach; letting us do self study is better lah.. bloody hell one day im gonna show the power of SINGAPOREANS! =D
Biology: Mr Jeffrey Goh only one word to sum out everyting- ZAI... he is simply great as a bio teacher, cuz he can make those difficult concepts and facts look so easy to understand... yeah so if are fortunate to have him as a teacher, a A1 is guranteed! =) *claps claps claps*
Physics: Mr Tan P??? H??? haha sorry forget the full name le... lol but this guy is very committed to teaching bah... always having some trick or two up on his sleeves.. hehe yeah so quite glad to have him as a teacher... wootz! he like every lesson also got something interesting to show de xD *claps*
SS: Mr Tristan Fernandez LOL hahahaha this is the most INTERESTING lesson.. haha can simply relax and listen to him without need to do anything de... yeah haha he is very OPEN to ideas and we can freely express wad we want to without feeling scared of offending him... a very enthu teacher i shall say.. haha and friendly =DD *claps*
HCL: Mr Lin Dan Wen talk about him i want to faint le... zzz have nearly about 20 china mamas that are same class as me.. WAD THE?? zzz damn sianz lah... no motivation; cuz confirm (guarantee plus chop) that we sure get owned by them that are supposingly ZAi in chinese... haiz... but can say mr lin is very knowledgeable lah ... =/
English: Ms Lucy Fernandez lol this teacher is from oxford university seh... so qiang... no doubt she has a very good english foundation... haha but she simply gives too much homework lah! lol haha her use of language very broad de... so sometimes i dont understand wad talking her... haha got some trouble times with her before... lol *claps*
yeah so basically these are all my opinions le... haha tag to tell me yours too!!!! =DDDDDDDDD
Chem: Ms Sharon Chong ........ errmmmm hmm this girl is a funny one in some sense lol... yeah same as my last post the person... this teacher here has a more serious PMS.. weird one leh... sometimes anyhow scold, sometimes anyhow pick on things =.=" but all in all, she is a good chem teacher...
Geog: Mrs Elaine Goh lol she calls herself EGO so that everybody muz listen to her >.< haha damn funny during her lesson cause terence is always sleeping during her lesson and he is always caught and kena scolding haha.. hmm feel that she doesnt focus on the impt things alot but give too much lame examples...
History: Mr Danny Tan hahaha this guy got alot of animation and weird intonation de... haha but at least he is making history interesting for a relatively bored subject in the eyes of many... muz agree that he is quite the enthu bah... *claps*
Maths: Mrs Anna Tan woah this freaking teacher really makes my blood boil sometimes leh... $%#^%&( she like only target audience is the stupid china scholars... zzz then might as well juz grab them out and teach; letting us do self study is better lah.. bloody hell one day im gonna show the power of SINGAPOREANS! =D
Biology: Mr Jeffrey Goh only one word to sum out everyting- ZAI... he is simply great as a bio teacher, cuz he can make those difficult concepts and facts look so easy to understand... yeah so if are fortunate to have him as a teacher, a A1 is guranteed! =) *claps claps claps*
Physics: Mr Tan P??? H??? haha sorry forget the full name le... lol but this guy is very committed to teaching bah... always having some trick or two up on his sleeves.. hehe yeah so quite glad to have him as a teacher... wootz! he like every lesson also got something interesting to show de xD *claps*
SS: Mr Tristan Fernandez LOL hahahaha this is the most INTERESTING lesson.. haha can simply relax and listen to him without need to do anything de... yeah haha he is very OPEN to ideas and we can freely express wad we want to without feeling scared of offending him... a very enthu teacher i shall say.. haha and friendly =DD *claps*
HCL: Mr Lin Dan Wen talk about him i want to faint le... zzz have nearly about 20 china mamas that are same class as me.. WAD THE?? zzz damn sianz lah... no motivation; cuz confirm (guarantee plus chop) that we sure get owned by them that are supposingly ZAi in chinese... haiz... but can say mr lin is very knowledgeable lah ... =/
English: Ms Lucy Fernandez lol this teacher is from oxford university seh... so qiang... no doubt she has a very good english foundation... haha but she simply gives too much homework lah! lol haha her use of language very broad de... so sometimes i dont understand wad talking her... haha got some trouble times with her before... lol *claps*
yeah so basically these are all my opinions le... haha tag to tell me yours too!!!! =DDDDDDDDD
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Mood Swing
lol shall have a quick post here.... yeah do you have a mood swing disease or something? call you to discuss important things and you juz freaking dao? you think you wad? boss of the whole world? everybody has to wait for you? eh wad the hell lah... you dont want to discuss then forget it... juz dont later come and kpkb.. juz donsuddenly come and act enthu... wad the shit man....
yeah anyway... today had optional rt!!! yeah more people came to play wootz!~ haha jasper keep tackling de... and make me fall lol! haha haiz im so strong that people keep tripping me xD joking.... got one time... i dribble the ball, then i slip and fall... then he went over me =.= errr quite the painful ah lol haha but nvm lah... as dwayne says; its juz a game!
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yeah anyway... today had optional rt!!! yeah more people came to play wootz!~ haha jasper keep tackling de... and make me fall lol! haha haiz im so strong that people keep tripping me xD joking.... got one time... i dribble the ball, then i slip and fall... then he went over me =.= errr quite the painful ah lol haha but nvm lah... as dwayne says; its juz a game!
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Monday, January 14, 2008
Appreciation?
people just don't appreciate what others do for them, do they? when you do things selflessly... people take it for granted, people just keep assuming me you will do everything? and when u do and do and do, people still call u extra or have the who cares kind of attitude... wahaha is this still a world?
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THANK YOU!
woah seriously and sincerely thank u WEIRONG! thanks for giving me your npdp shirt man... hahhaha love you! have been troubled these few months over my missing npdp shirt, cuz that shirt really meant alot to me... so anyway THANK YOU WEIRONG! frendz forever man! wahahahah =D damn high now
yeah anyway... happy birthday honghui if you are reading my blog xD haha may 14 be a good year for u....
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yeah anyway... happy birthday honghui if you are reading my blog xD haha may 14 be a good year for u....
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
LUCKY me...
haha for those that knw why im lucky... its becuz arsenal drew 1-1 with birmingham yesterday!! xD haha it may seem very no link but haha theres some story behind it de... but haha it will be inappropriate for me to say or blog about it... =D but i really sianz off when i stayed up to see liverpool draw with boro... haiz what is benitez problem? haiz nvm, i shall give him until the end of the season bah... =(
quite sick and tired of doing all these crap le... seriously... help me! >.<
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quite sick and tired of doing all these crap le... seriously... help me! >.<
- looking on the bright side that seems so dark
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Friday, January 11, 2008
FISH!
today was cca orientation day... wootz! we managed to get 44 names on the list... though i do not knw if they meant it or not... yeah but juz hope for the best lor... zz some of them really abit... talk to them so long and wasting so much of my saliva and breath and in the end they juz walk away without saying anything =.=" like the feeling of getting jacked.... zz basically thats the only good part about today... cuz...
kkay as most knw.. something very de how to say... to me serious happened....i have to make a stand this time round cuz i really think this way... yeah pardon me if im wrong; or juz ignore if it is not reflective of u: why dont people look at themselves when they comment about others? seriously, fished up! why do u or shall i say the whole lot of you have to STRAIGHT AWAY zhao everytime, are u really very rush for time... are u running a country or something? please leh... it shouldnt be the case of come and go come and go.. come on lah... join in lah; play with us lah; we go together to eat and go home together lah... zz always like need to make use of every minute like that... your go home also sit there and msn; sleep or watch tv... no difference rite... haiz really basket leh... put yourself in boss shoes lah; he is juz trying to bring the whole of us together rite, isnt he? yeah lah... like that also blame him; you so qiang u so zai u so 厉害 u go be boss lah... wad the hell... when u say people trustworthy; by going home or going straight home as a trusthworthhy kind of attitude...? wait a while also cannot... please lah. Okay this may be just my point or side of the story... but it is juz like that...
2nd part: can u freaking stop erhem (censored)? sorry if im being direct... but its really very obvious... its not only me that think so leh... its most of us FYI. yeah we are all frends leh... stop acting as if... you are on the same boat or wadever... as if u are the victim like that... its seriously extra; downright extra... and it doesnt help anything but only adding fuel to fire... so stop the crap... arghhhhhhhhhhh! i think sometimes wad bin say is really true man.. its not juz him that is thinking that way but quite a few. so yah... i now understand why HEROES DIE YOUNG. >.<
kkay the next part is the most pissing, so maybe i should juz censor off now.. cuz im really about to explode le so no point venting the anger on my readers... =D anyway.. everybody jiayou bah! we are a team man; no matter wad.. =) yeah and if you realize, i keep on posting about emo, but i nvr really shw it.. yeah hope not to show it =D
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kkay as most knw.. something very de how to say... to me serious happened....i have to make a stand this time round cuz i really think this way... yeah pardon me if im wrong; or juz ignore if it is not reflective of u: why dont people look at themselves when they comment about others? seriously, fished up! why do u or shall i say the whole lot of you have to STRAIGHT AWAY zhao everytime, are u really very rush for time... are u running a country or something? please leh... it shouldnt be the case of come and go come and go.. come on lah... join in lah; play with us lah; we go together to eat and go home together lah... zz always like need to make use of every minute like that... your go home also sit there and msn; sleep or watch tv... no difference rite... haiz really basket leh... put yourself in boss shoes lah; he is juz trying to bring the whole of us together rite, isnt he? yeah lah... like that also blame him; you so qiang u so zai u so 厉害 u go be boss lah... wad the hell... when u say people trustworthy; by going home or going straight home as a trusthworthhy kind of attitude...? wait a while also cannot... please lah. Okay this may be just my point or side of the story... but it is juz like that...
2nd part: can u freaking stop erhem (censored)? sorry if im being direct... but its really very obvious... its not only me that think so leh... its most of us FYI. yeah we are all frends leh... stop acting as if... you are on the same boat or wadever... as if u are the victim like that... its seriously extra; downright extra... and it doesnt help anything but only adding fuel to fire... so stop the crap... arghhhhhhhhhhh! i think sometimes wad bin say is really true man.. its not juz him that is thinking that way but quite a few. so yah... i now understand why HEROES DIE YOUNG. >.<
kkay the next part is the most pissing, so maybe i should juz censor off now.. cuz im really about to explode le so no point venting the anger on my readers... =D anyway.. everybody jiayou bah! we are a team man; no matter wad.. =) yeah and if you realize, i keep on posting about emo, but i nvr really shw it.. yeah hope not to show it =D
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
trying to look on the bright side of life...
kkay... wasted half of my afternoon today to do the remaking of spas... haiz... today like spa day like that xD yeah and haiz was quite worried juz now... cuz got someone keep nvr pick up the phone.. so thought that he might run into trouble... but things turn out that i have been thinking too much and caring too much cuz the phone was dont knw put in some ulu place that he maybe nvr notice bah...
yeah to add on to that point... i realizes i have been thinking too much and caring too much when it seems like people juz dont care... cuz its like er bian feng in chinese... yah so this is my last time le... i will be washing my hands off this kind of things... u want be like that... so be it... u want turn into some people that always get into trouble with disciplinarians... so be it... i dont want to care so much le... why should i? no point le... seriously tired...
yeah... i juz notice i have not yet been reaching my target of not gling people... yeah... i gonna mean my word.. watch out for the emo and quiet me bah... =)
-looking on the bright side that seems so dark
yeah to add on to that point... i realizes i have been thinking too much and caring too much when it seems like people juz dont care... cuz its like er bian feng in chinese... yah so this is my last time le... i will be washing my hands off this kind of things... u want be like that... so be it... u want turn into some people that always get into trouble with disciplinarians... so be it... i dont want to care so much le... why should i? no point le... seriously tired...
yeah... i juz notice i have not yet been reaching my target of not gling people... yeah... i gonna mean my word.. watch out for the emo and quiet me bah... =)
-looking on the bright side that seems so dark
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Emo>?
hmmm finally understand why people have been turning emo these days bah.... cuz i really feel emo now... serious... this is juz the feeling of utter emotional depressed... cuz maybe too much negative things had happened bah... ahhh im really beginning to agree with those emo kias... haiz but... sometimes....
haiz.. today campcraft test, makes me realized quite a few things bah... im really begin to doubt my self: a squadleader? when i do it the hard way; people say i sadistic; people being to fear me =.= ( although i dont think so lah for my case), when i do it the soft approach; people say i too lenient; people dont freaking listen and give me downright sloppiness; people tell u to speak up more... its like wad the... both ways also die.... what can u do when people dont give u the derserved respect that u are supposed to have; things get delayed and all the fault seems to be always on u... things seriously get nasty when u are stuck in the middle; with both ways out coming to a dead end- this is the way i really want?
and more more thing zzz- i finally realized how dumb i was when i gave those stupid reasons to 'pon' training last time... when u hear it in the perspective of a squadleader; it is seriously crap, serious bullshit... everytime WHEN TRG COMES, then headache ah; leg muscles pain... wad the? its obvious until like u cannot even fool a 3-year old kid lor... and yoohoo; i am a secondary4 and 16 years old FYI. illness comes only when training day.. yeah any other days, he is perfectly normal =.=" come on lah! think using your brain... think of the consequences... might as well juz quit!~ im serious, juz notify me and u can go... no point wasting our efforts and time.. >.<
maybe should change role abit bah... i shall be the quiet one lor... since when i care, nobody gives a damn and call me extra or sth... its bloody useless...
haiz.. today campcraft test, makes me realized quite a few things bah... im really begin to doubt my self: a squadleader? when i do it the hard way; people say i sadistic; people being to fear me =.= ( although i dont think so lah for my case), when i do it the soft approach; people say i too lenient; people dont freaking listen and give me downright sloppiness; people tell u to speak up more... its like wad the... both ways also die.... what can u do when people dont give u the derserved respect that u are supposed to have; things get delayed and all the fault seems to be always on u... things seriously get nasty when u are stuck in the middle; with both ways out coming to a dead end- this is the way i really want?
and more more thing zzz- i finally realized how dumb i was when i gave those stupid reasons to 'pon' training last time... when u hear it in the perspective of a squadleader; it is seriously crap, serious bullshit... everytime WHEN TRG COMES, then headache ah; leg muscles pain... wad the? its obvious until like u cannot even fool a 3-year old kid lor... and yoohoo; i am a secondary4 and 16 years old FYI. illness comes only when training day.. yeah any other days, he is perfectly normal =.=" come on lah! think using your brain... think of the consequences... might as well juz quit!~ im serious, juz notify me and u can go... no point wasting our efforts and time.. >.<
maybe should change role abit bah... i shall be the quiet one lor... since when i care, nobody gives a damn and call me extra or sth... its bloody useless...
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
BK! OVER......
kkay as usual, its always set to say goodbye; but today marked the end of BK 07/08.... haha though i say its a big burden off my shoulder... but yup, i will rather choose to have that big and heavy burden on my shoulders... quite weird lah but i seriously dont wish to let go... hahaha seems like im quite bonded with my fellow trainees xD those 12 trgs or more that we have... yeah... quite sad lah today... yeah but... nothing can be change now... bk is over.... last but not least... gratz!
yeah basically the whole performance had only one screw-up... the rest was not bad... the wave was good.... haha as always, there would be the appaulse by the sec1s xD yeah nothing more to say le ! now its back to CHSNPCC 31st BATCH! everyone jiayou! =D
yeah basically the whole performance had only one screw-up... the rest was not bad... the wave was good.... haha as always, there would be the appaulse by the sec1s xD yeah nothing more to say le ! now its back to CHSNPCC 31st BATCH! everyone jiayou! =D
Monday, January 7, 2008
Unfavourable Situation... yeah?
hello! =.= okay i knw abit de random lol... haha but muz greet everyone reading my blog mah; though it seems quite awkward cuz i think nobody reads my blog and im juz writing to mutual beings LOL....
kkay get back to the point... yeah as the same happening to clifton blog: im launching a rotten blog alert today... starting today cuz homework is seriously piling up and alot of things aka crap to settle this coming days... yeah so im not exactly in the mood to blog these days, so prepare for a rotten blog!
hmmm have been thinking about the question recently: am i instilling the right kind of mindset to my juniors.... from what i see and especially what i found out today; i seriously and sadly doubt it... npcc cadets are doing things that can land them into hot soup and one freaking thing is-- they dont seem to realized! zzzz yeah so most of the time we have to clean up the mess... so what now? npcc; the unit is going to fall into their hands in the near future.. what will happen by then? i cant bear myself to imagine a single thought about it... yeah...
LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! i belive there is a way out de; i shall start with myself bah: 1st with the simple task of tucking in my shirt at all times =D
kkay get back to the point... yeah as the same happening to clifton blog: im launching a rotten blog alert today... starting today cuz homework is seriously piling up and alot of things aka crap to settle this coming days... yeah so im not exactly in the mood to blog these days, so prepare for a rotten blog!
hmmm have been thinking about the question recently: am i instilling the right kind of mindset to my juniors.... from what i see and especially what i found out today; i seriously and sadly doubt it... npcc cadets are doing things that can land them into hot soup and one freaking thing is-- they dont seem to realized! zzzz yeah so most of the time we have to clean up the mess... so what now? npcc; the unit is going to fall into their hands in the near future.. what will happen by then? i cant bear myself to imagine a single thought about it... yeah...
LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! i belive there is a way out de; i shall start with myself bah: 1st with the simple task of tucking in my shirt at all times =D
Saturday, January 5, 2008
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okay lah..... sec4 life starting on track le..... and its really freaking different from sec3 life...... =( yeah so stop pissing us off lah or things willl get real nasty cuz we are really damn stressed up... the homework like mt bukit timah like that de..... zzz
yeah so today had training.... drills part.. sec2s standard finally showing bah..... though not for the 1st part of the session..... maybe inspirational talking works? or does the sadistic and hardcore way works? nvm it all depends... after that had a meeting regarding something confidential xD haha okay so its all set now... so yeah some really quite not happy but nvm.... maybe that will give them a little push on the back... quite pleased today as i realized i am not alone now..... yeah shall not elaborate on! =D
yeah now got so much freaking problems on BK... does trouble really dont come singly? haiz...
yeah so today had training.... drills part.. sec2s standard finally showing bah..... though not for the 1st part of the session..... maybe inspirational talking works? or does the sadistic and hardcore way works? nvm it all depends... after that had a meeting regarding something confidential xD haha okay so its all set now... so yeah some really quite not happy but nvm.... maybe that will give them a little push on the back... quite pleased today as i realized i am not alone now..... yeah shall not elaborate on! =D
yeah now got so much freaking problems on BK... does trouble really dont come singly? haiz...
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
1st training of 2008!
today was the 1st training of 2008!
haha felt abit weird standing in front of my squad today cuz i nvr thought of taking them and drilling them again........ but it was something really pleasant to see those faces again =D at least i can still do my best for them for the last 6 months of my npcc life........
so did PT today lor..... still the same old people fell out de...... zz but can see some improved attitudes lah =) MIND OVER BODY....... whats the point of having a great strong and muscular body when ur mind is so weak? but there is no perfect person in the world de! XD haha sec2 liao if you dont realise it... muz show some form of a senior mah... muz act act abit... haha joking ....
yeah announced the council structure today... that si boss... haha say what he no mood to announce today >.< like so random lol but most probably becuz of him being told of a last minute thing bah... so cant blame xP felt quite lame announcing my own post; so like guai! =( haha so now got 2 things to pia le: 31st batch that is full of potential in everyone and my studies! =DDD
haha felt abit weird standing in front of my squad today cuz i nvr thought of taking them and drilling them again........ but it was something really pleasant to see those faces again =D at least i can still do my best for them for the last 6 months of my npcc life........
so did PT today lor..... still the same old people fell out de...... zz but can see some improved attitudes lah =) MIND OVER BODY....... whats the point of having a great strong and muscular body when ur mind is so weak? but there is no perfect person in the world de! XD haha sec2 liao if you dont realise it... muz show some form of a senior mah... muz act act abit... haha joking ....
yeah announced the council structure today... that si boss... haha say what he no mood to announce today >.< like so random lol but most probably becuz of him being told of a last minute thing bah... so cant blame xP felt quite lame announcing my own post; so like guai! =( haha so now got 2 things to pia le: 31st batch that is full of potential in everyone and my studies! =DDD
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2008!!~~
wootz haha its the 1st day of 2008... yesterday went to leonard house to countdown!! yeah most probably its the last time i would be joking around le... yah as promised by the earlier posts; i will be serious in my sec4 life which started 14 hours ago...... not much time left le... muz pia!
yup the climax for yesterday was supposed to be the countdown but it turned out to be an anti-climax cuz the atmosphere was wrong bah... hahaha before the countdown we went to the church basketball court to play bball( duh..) and soccer.... haha yongjie damn mad de... bought one ball to leo house juz to play one game of soccer... lol oh yah.. one advice for leonard: he should not; i repeat SHOULD NOT be serious when he play soccer cuz the results will be terrible; those that had went yesterday would knw wad i mean... xD yeah and clifton damn funny... he is really the ultimate spoiler man... he first touch of the ball and the ball flew freaking far away... hahaha and the part when he tumbled down when he tried to retrieve the ball is damn freaking funny.... xDDD
then went back to leo house and play blackjack.... zz im not gonna play blackjack anymore!! now i knw why people can get bankcrupt over that... woah heng i never believe louis words; or else i would have got pangseh... he told me he maybe will be staying: meaning that the chances of hims taying will be like so high... yeah i made the right choice of going home with clifton =)
yup the climax for yesterday was supposed to be the countdown but it turned out to be an anti-climax cuz the atmosphere was wrong bah... hahaha before the countdown we went to the church basketball court to play bball( duh..) and soccer.... haha yongjie damn mad de... bought one ball to leo house juz to play one game of soccer... lol oh yah.. one advice for leonard: he should not; i repeat SHOULD NOT be serious when he play soccer cuz the results will be terrible; those that had went yesterday would knw wad i mean... xD yeah and clifton damn funny... he is really the ultimate spoiler man... he first touch of the ball and the ball flew freaking far away... hahaha and the part when he tumbled down when he tried to retrieve the ball is damn freaking funny.... xDDD
then went back to leo house and play blackjack.... zz im not gonna play blackjack anymore!! now i knw why people can get bankcrupt over that... woah heng i never believe louis words; or else i would have got pangseh... he told me he maybe will be staying: meaning that the chances of hims taying will be like so high... yeah i made the right choice of going home with clifton =)
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