hooray! the FIRST part of the freaking prelim3 is over! but it was rather not a nice ending to the first part.... cuz i screw up the stupid human geog. crap haha like stun there when i saw the paper. xDD lol guess i have to work alot harder for my physical geog to pull my overall grade up =) haha and higher chinese paper was abit.... how to say erm i dont knw but i found it easy xDD lol i everytime say like that, in the end always flunk de >.<

haha well and juz now at the link from yishun northpt to the mrt station, there are two retards. are they retarded or what? stand in the middle of a very congested walkway there talking, blocking everybody's way in the process becuz they are so damn fat can? dotz seriously no sense of stupity. lol dont they feel abit awkward?

anw, haha the clifton. everytime alone with me then start to ramble some lame stuffs. zzz haha and he actually ask me to help him photocpy the history notes with my very slow photocopy machine. =.=" haha he very helpful rite. xD

- love that i miss.

haha seems like i have some time. xDD gonna blog abit bah. haha todae hcl was like quite screwed cuz i do the yi lun wen. wth? haha muz be out of my mind to attempt sth so crazy. ss wasnt as screwed as last time but i dont think i can get A1 =( cuz i have no time to finish the conclusion paragraph for my 2nd essay. 3 marks gone. zzzz haha

then sth dman funny happen. xDD as it was raining, then we waiting for taxi. wah wait very long le, finally saw one cab.. lol then the mao jia ji from 4-5 cut our queue. lol then he got what think is called karma. LOL he slip on the road while running towards the cab! xDDD lol like sliding tackle the taxi. dman funny lah ... haha he rocks can? xp

oh yeah ytd, as the whole lot of us went to eat after the prelim. haha i was approached by a man for CHARITY. and you knw what the man was doing? smoking. with tatoos all over him. lol then he said: eh give 2 dollars eh. rofl. woah i dont believe anyone will donate to him lah. xDD haiz, i doubt its really for charity also.

kkay going back to human geog revision le. gogogogo!~ =)

- i really think you, are love that i missed; shld i?

hmmm todae was the start of prelim3 with english language going underway. not gonna rate it or whatever le. haha cuz i have bad experience with rating. anw, juz feel that my situational abit off track. lol anw wont be blogging until the weekend bah, cuz i wont be coming online ={ haha cant focus. anw tmrw is SS, omg imba! havent finish memorizing eveything, guess i wont be memorizing le bah, juz haha knw the key concepts. =) lol and i cant believe hcl is tmrw as well. lol like nobody will study de lah, poor choice for hcl department, xp

tmrw will be the first hurdle of applying how much you studied. ahhh not gonna screw it up like prelim2 zzzz =) i hope. offline! xD bye

- dreams are free for those that have no mentality to work.

first of all, my dajie gave birth to a healthy and pretty baby girl on friday! went straight away after school to visit her. haha was and still is so happy. =) like i was with their family since i was 2 months old lor, so i call her my dajie! =DD gratz.

haha it has been an interesting day on friday. as usual i will try to get itnerestings that happened to blog. =DD

yeah and it will be abt clifton's invincible lameness. haha well here it goes.
i happened in the school bookshop after recess that day.....
clifton: eh those packet of sweets that have 'additional fruit juice added' or not?
me: yeah have, it got write tian1 jia1 guo3 zi1, you want buy ah?
clifton, rushing to grab one of the packets: woah nice! i wnat the packet with the tian jia guo zi!
then clifton grabbed excitedly one of the packets and was so happy that his packet was the only one with additional fruit juice (which is obviously not!). >.<" haha then we all burst out into laughter! so funny and lame. well, if you were at the scene, you would be rolling on the floor laughing. xP results guarenteed.

haha anw, on a more serious note, omg! prelim3 in 3 days! lol? one would be really stupid if he isnt even attempting to mug.

- there is no fools, juz lazy genius.

hmmm todae was oral. erm sorrie i mean english oral communication exams juz to specify. =) haiz it was a day of reckoning. and i think im such a goner. haiz i stumbled so alot. haiz, after like 10 mins, my whole 2 years of practice go to waste. =( lol.

well, i cant believe how i have the nerve to joke with the examiner. xD for eg, when the examiner asked abt what business will i like to take up, i said; "hmmmmm, seriously, i have not think of this question yet.' LOL? haha and i said the during the pic description that the game in it was 'eagles and the young chicks'... dotz i cant imagine lah. well all i can say is that the examiners are all very friendly for my case, in which one of the examiners is actually from npcc! haha =D

haha after that went to mos burger eat with terence and ken. and ken, as usual, made a such a big joke. due to content restricition, i wont blog it here, haha but you can ask me. haha ken seriously damn joker. xD

- no excuses can make up for time lost.

omg i juz discovered something more shocking, more shocking than clifton becoming serious and kian boon becoming lively. LOL anw, i found out that........... dots my tummy coming out! its not exactly obvious, but you knw, its currently forming alr. shit! oh nos, later i like some flabby pig. zzz i strongly belive this is a result of...

1) popping from my CCA

2) spamming chips and junks while studying

3) sitting too much around the study table

sianz, cannot cannot, juz cannot stand even that slight bulge. ahhh crap shall start exercising my stomach area the muscles. lol woah god save me man.

kkay back to studying but NOT munching chips. lol

- roma isnt build one day.

haha heylo everyone! <---------- bryan tan! LOL anw i have decided to make my blog more interesting to readers by quoting interesting things that are happening. =))

first of all, last friday something hilarious happened. during closing parade,

siming sir: eh woah your dont need to study for o's level de ah?

ken: ah dont need, i dsa rjc already (you can sense that he wants to get suaned)

siming sir: wah, you dsa using what? guinness world record?

LOL everyone burst out into laughter as everybody knew it was referring to ken's gigantic head that can beat any head size in the world. =DD

yeah haha then todae..... terence told me something. i wrote something regarding the fact that terence like syl*** on his table. then you know what he told me? LOL he said its supposed to be the other way round! lol meaning to say, its her who like him? hmmm interesting. xDD

well, kkay waste quite a bit of time here le, back to studying! =D

- i wish to be with you, forever.

hmmm wanted to blog a few days ago. but guess i have no chance. cuz i was chionging homework. lol like so unlike me rite? xD

okay well. it was thursday i think. i was quite emoing in class. and what a coincidence. such a thing happened. kkay. the whole thing is like, so dman trivial. juz me and melvin playing abit. its not like a heinous crime rite? zzz then mrs tan tot we having some wrestling match or something? =( dont tell me other class people dont play? (as proclaimed by mrs tan that 4-5 dont >.<) zzz then got scolded, like mad. i whole lesson practically got marked. i put down head for a while. then got stared and shouted at. lol? then i tot its over. baaaaaaaaaaaaaat, its not. then mrs tan called melvin and it to the front. then she ask melvin to carry. lol so i tot i not needed mah. crap. then she asked me go out. yelled at me. >.<" there was one part that i really not happy abt. she said im spoilt. its like what the? like how to say, i can safely tell people that im not spoilt lah. kkay, i have at least that bit of manners. that wtf? she juz spouted out that phrase like its not hurting at all. woah then she asked if im a single child. i felt like shouting SO? seriously. you mean all single childs are ill-bred? lmao. zz then she kept comparing me with melvin. say i what jealous of melvin having good grades. LOL? why must she always like assume? and treat things so seriously. i knw im not as hardworking lah. then after she walked off. she called me down to scold agn. >.< regarding the fact that why arent i sorry. lol. sorry muz say out then considered apologetic meh. and its not im like the people that dont dare to admit mistakes and dont dare to say sorrie one. then once agn, she assumed. say what i think people keep picking one me. I ALSO NVR BLOODY SAY THOSE WORDS LAH. zzz =(

and yeah, the above paragraph its not meant to target mrs tan or something. its juz what i feel. what the hell, she says im spoilt. thats like utter insulting. kkay maybe i really am? yeah and i dont knw, sometimes i feel mrs tan is very good and nice, then sometimes, she like this. alot of kinds of perceptions of her circulating arnd. but generally, i think she is a nice teacher, and zai. but now. haiz i really dont knw. like got one xin jie le. but well, i really wants to say sorrie to mrs tan; but i dont knw why that day i juz cannot say it out. can see mrs tan was really angry, sorrie mrs tan. ='(

well, i guess i juz have to submit my work promptly and not get into any trouble with her anymore. haha i finish EMATHS 2006 le! wootz thats like utterly impossible last time to be ahead of schdule xDDDD left addmaths 2006.

-am i really spoilt?

haiz, i juz feel awkward in whatever i do. as in like my heart and soul is out. lol. probably this is what you get when agony, frustrations and dejection come in place together. sianz.

did i not contribute? ahhhh i shldnt be thinking of this thing and juz feel happy for the 4 of them. why. ahh dont knw. i juz dont feel justified. this is probably the first time i dont look forward to NDP. but well, it cant be change, can it?

nothing is going well. im crashing. what am i doing? wheres my sense of direction that i previously had?

- give a man a fish, and he will throw it back at you.

zzz having those mixed emotions these days. probably becuz of they different things that have happened. =(

firstly, i guess its becuz of the service award for ugs. first of all, congratz to ken,bin,bryan and kah hoe for clinching that awards as npcc cadets! nice. but well, im not included. yeah, and you can ask anybody out there that nvr get it, it isnt exactly a nice feeling. yeah or rather, it sucks. okay lah, i can see people that deserve it nvr get lah. dont name people from np, daniel from nair; wenxuan from nland. im sure they have all made their contributions, noble ones i mean. ahhh for our cca, its pathetic. only 2 squadleaders get. LOL? hmmmm what does this mean? ="(

secondly, i see crap people getting DSAed into the top jcs lah. seriously, if they are nice nice people, i will still feel happy for them. but wth? they are like those ah bengs, or those people that dont give a shit abt studies. and there they have a place reserved for them. what logic?

yeah then. todae had a geog lesson with mr talib. he is so damn zai. compared to elaine goh. hes like omg! he makes teaching understandable and is truly zai. i dont how to describe his teachings lah, but you will knw when you attend his lessons. =) too bad he is leaving.

- the ups and downs of life.

was it a mistake on my part?

zzz i feel so sianz dealing with friendships and maintaining it. i treasure them.

crap sometimes, i really dont knw what to say. sensitive. when you say something, you still have to ponder over if it will hurt that certain guy. some parts of you, i sought of like hate it. but i cant say out to you, cuz you will gl me? everytime people leave me in the stage of jing4 tui4 liang2 nan2. 

what can it do? bushuang me? for making a decision? zzz then why not you juz tell me what i shld say to you, to let you feel shuang lah. fuck that.

- true friends always tell the truth?