puzzled. emotional turmoil. should i? or should i not? someone help me please. maybe you have alr made it clear to me, but i cant catch it; or maybe is i think too much?

- the deadly silence.

as promised, im here to blog. well, i also suddenly had the urge to blog as well. but dont expect a happy post, cuz its gonna be another emo and reality check post. =) haha anw, the ugly singaporeans' behaviour on public transport will be posted soon, still innthe midst of collating. xD

first thing, O LEVELS ARE OVER!~ haha i knw its quite lag. but it also leaves us aimless like some wandering ghost. everyday, wake up................... eat like some pig.............. then play like some mad dog. haha, this is perhaps what we wanted when the o's are going on, but now, quite sianz alr. humans are juz so weird, arent they? hahaha

kkay next is my results. haha im sure the results are not out, but a rough estimate. i can alr foresee it........... haha!
English- B3
HCL- B3
Combined Humanities- A2
Pure Geog.- B3
Add. Maths- A2
E. Maths- A1
Physics- A2
Chem- A1
Bio- A2

haha these are all worst case scenario bah. omg, that means my L1R5 is like 11! good game, my single digit dream is quite over le. zzzz reality check done.

these few days, is hardcore physical stuffs. like soccer at 10am which i always arrive sliggghhhhttttllly later. haha quite exhausted le, here pain there ache. maybe i shld start studying for my A levels? better to prepare early mah.

anw............. these few nights, i have always been thinking abt you. my dreams (or nightmares idk), it always revolves around you. why? i shldnt be thinking abt you, i shld be heckcaringly piaing my games and watching tv. arghhhh, i really dont knw. =/

- the deadly silence.