sorrie people, emo post on the way. =/ or rather just some heartfelt stuffs to share. xD

hmmm actually it has perhaps been going on in the hearts of many with the word 29th in their portfolio. erm, how do i start it? it has got all to do with your so-called unchangeable personality. numerous occasions, you emo or just hide yourself in the corner, WITHOUT NO APPARENT REASON. dots. and, the most impt thing is that, after that you can just come back to us like no damn thing happened.

that nite, when it was supposed to be jovial occasion for the whole lot of us to gather for the last time. but wth? your ruined it, completely. caved in is what you call it? shit you, did you ever cared about why we even stayed there in the first place? if we didnt treat you as frend, nobody will give a shit if anything happened to you; like so much things happened. it has always been our fault. we always have to appease you, like what britain and france did to hitler. seeing your post on your own blog about that nite, i grow even more ...... up.

i have enough of it, stop making yourself look all that mighty and great; stop acting hard to get and be a spoiler. you are just a human, just like the rest of us. we dont have to give in to your idiotic personality, or rather, perhaps just me. wts, i admit i once regarded you as my great pal. but now, i just cant make it like nothing has happened. i cant just fake like very good with you, then at that back keep stabbing you. i want to have a stand. this kind of frendship is so fragile, i would rather give it up. whats the point rite?

perhaps this post will signify the end of our frendship, but; i just want to make my point across. you are the one with the problem asshole, and i knw you wont change. do it your way.

-the deadly silence.

haha im quite lazy to blog these days, perhaps due to the overdose of the 'eat, sleep, play' policy. terrible implications i think, left me really like a wandering soul; i want to be a human! xD

anw, im currently setting some new year resolutions for myself. haha must give it a serious thought though, cuz i mean it this time. =)

on a side note, just now watched the singapore lions vs the vietnam ?????. haha idk of any nicknames of them, and what i can think of are quite...... bad? haha so decided to leave it like this. =P the result was 0-1... although we lost, we put up a good fight lions! =))) and noh alam shah caught my eye. i think he really quite zai. idk how to describe him, but the truth is i like his playing style and fighting spirit! always not giving up and fighting for every ball. aware of some negative stuffs about him, but who cares, he is my learning example from now on. =DD next up on the soccer marathon is arsenal vs liverpl. liverpl will win? we shall see hahahah

-the deadly silence.

puzzled. emotional turmoil. should i? or should i not? someone help me please. maybe you have alr made it clear to me, but i cant catch it; or maybe is i think too much?

- the deadly silence.

as promised, im here to blog. well, i also suddenly had the urge to blog as well. but dont expect a happy post, cuz its gonna be another emo and reality check post. =) haha anw, the ugly singaporeans' behaviour on public transport will be posted soon, still innthe midst of collating. xD

first thing, O LEVELS ARE OVER!~ haha i knw its quite lag. but it also leaves us aimless like some wandering ghost. everyday, wake up................... eat like some pig.............. then play like some mad dog. haha, this is perhaps what we wanted when the o's are going on, but now, quite sianz alr. humans are juz so weird, arent they? hahaha

kkay next is my results. haha im sure the results are not out, but a rough estimate. i can alr foresee it........... haha!
English- B3
HCL- B3
Combined Humanities- A2
Pure Geog.- B3
Add. Maths- A2
E. Maths- A1
Physics- A2
Chem- A1
Bio- A2

haha these are all worst case scenario bah. omg, that means my L1R5 is like 11! good game, my single digit dream is quite over le. zzzz reality check done.

these few days, is hardcore physical stuffs. like soccer at 10am which i always arrive sliggghhhhttttllly later. haha quite exhausted le, here pain there ache. maybe i shld start studying for my A levels? better to prepare early mah.

anw............. these few nights, i have always been thinking abt you. my dreams (or nightmares idk), it always revolves around you. why? i shldnt be thinking abt you, i shld be heckcaringly piaing my games and watching tv. arghhhh, i really dont knw. =/

- the deadly silence.

todae is farewell assembly. one word to surmarise it all- saddened. its supposed to be happy, but the joy is used to attempt to cover up all of our hearts' sorrow. for me personally, it juz came too fast. ill-prepared. i am now forced to part from my teachers.

WHY DO WE ALWAYS CHERISH ONLY AFTER WE LOST IT???!!! i hate myself, for falling into this trap.

always, without failing, think that mdm wong is wasting our time with her chinese lessons. keep on nagging at us, so fan2. great, now we do not have to listen to it anymore. we are free, happy now? zzz juz thinking of how much she has put in to the lessons with the amount of notes. we must be some brainless fools. realizing it now, whats the point? regretting now, whats the point? WHY? everytime sleep in lessons, she knws it. everytime dont pay attention and crap, she knws it. but she nvr reveal her sadness, and i have a part to play in this. and now, its time for us to understand, buts its too late. todae, on stage- tears filled her eyes before we knw it. she cried, she cried! its becuz she treats us her own kids, she 舍不得 us. it struck me, and hard. i couldnt bear to see her cry lah. like she is normally so jian1 qiang2. MDM WONG, SORRY!!! (if you come across my blog =)) you will always remain in my heart.

next is ms chong, we always keep kpkbing her for always koping other people lessons and extending lesson time. but have we tot that it is taking up her time also? mrs anna tan, mr danny tan, mr tan ping hock, mr jeffrey goh, ms lucy fernandez, mrs oh wee ming, mrs goh, mr fernanddez, ms chow. all their sacrifices for US, now then realize, seriously. i can only say sorrie. a very goodbye. sorrie for all the troubles i have caused, becuz of my freaking ignorance.

thank you teachers, for......
1) always being there when we are down
2) stopping us when we are going crazy
3) endless care and concern
4) guiding us along thru this unforgettable period
5) treating us like your own kids

we have to go, its painful but..... i will definitely remember all of you. ="( you will always be this pillar of support.

我真的很舍不得你们

- the deadly silence.

hurray! scriptcheck is over. haha lol the numerous hours of imba inside the hall is really crazy. it has like some kind of soporific effecct. haha overall for prelim3, some results are quite unexpected; but luckily its not those kind of 'negative' surprise. =P

kkay shall give a review of my results:

1) English- 75 (A1)........................... if plus oral from prelim2, 71 (A2)

2) HCL- 72 (A2)

3) EMaths- 77 (A2)

4) AddMaths - 59 (C5) OMG! i actually pass it >.<>

5) History Elective- 80 SS- 78.................. Combined Humanities- 79 (A1)

6) Physics- 83 (A1)

7) Chemistry- 82 (A1)

8) Biology- 82 (A1)

pure geog marks havent comeback yet lol. yeah so... haha actually geog like not much high hopes >.<

actually i also nvr expect to get A1 for my english =p. plus i nvr expect to pass my addmaths also. woah i think those that fail really need to drop leh, lucky!

wootz L1R5 for prelim3 is most probably 7!!!!! woah oh my, i cant believe it myself. but haha at least i achieved the target set. =) kkay shall go and finish the stupid piles of english work given by mr heng.

- the deadly silence.

omg!!! first good thing that happen to me these days----- liverpool won manutd 2-1!!! wootz! damn shiok. it could easily have been more. long time nvr see liverpool play this kind of exciting and entertaining football alr. haha was like screaming my head off. =p woah seriously, liverpl can get the title! the new signing riera also quite good, his dribbling and touch is like woah....... hahaha well, im so happy now rofl.

- the deadly silence.