i juz realized, afteer taking like 6 papers, its easier to count how many papers i nvr screw. cuz its a big fat zero. screw all the papers up, either becuz i have no time, or careless, then my precious marks fly away.

the feeling of studying so hard for it, then you face an imminent screw-up marks is really fuck. prelims is meant to boost your ego and confidence? fuck off. study so hard for what? you will get the same marks as those that nvr study, or even less marks than them? wtf is this? so this is what define fairness.

juz to tell you, if you think you have never been a chairman, or rather, OUR chairman before, then i shldnt even be standing there as a NCO in the first place. so stop saying this fucking lame concept that piss me off. cuz its really fucking fuck to see the leader that we depend on at times saying this.

- i need you now, i miss you so much.