okay todae was shooting comp finals. we went there with high expectations but we were backed, both dejected and frustrated. maybe it applies only to me particularly, cuz you nvr knw what others are tihnking rite? xDD

but seriously, im not angry with anyone. im serious. whats the point of being pissed off with somebody that doesnt want this kind of thing to happen also? yeah so dont think too much my dear louis! haha xD without any one of us, this team wouldnt be there in the first place. =) what over is over. come on man, we are the national 5th team! there isnt anything bad abt it xD oh yeah, at least we achieve our aim of beating that cocky cyril ting. objective is alr achieved x).

okay but on a more heavier tone?, lol anw, its no point crying over spilled milk. and i get abit frustrated by that. yeah and thats the reason sometimes i get frustrated with myself. why do people (including me) keep lamenting and crying when things get set and cannot be undone? its quite true sometimes lah, juz ask what i told ken and terence before the comp. we wont go far the one, based on the effort we put in. results dont just fall from the sky, one have to earn it. you cant expect your 6A1s to drop from heaven rite? god isnt a charity organization leh.

to add one, if im happy abt the results todae, im deceiving myself. cuz it sucks, and we are capable of so much more. maybe jjuz now i may seem abit pissed, but im juz thinking abt what have we done to reach here, i juz cant force myself to rejoice over the fact that maybe we can get 5th? 6th? 4th? and be able to maybe force myself to think abt where to celebrate later. its no point alr. and todae, 5th position...... is really a gift from heaven cuz we dont deserve it.

- being blessed with talent doesn't necessary give one a right to slacken off over any mode of hardwork.