hmmm gonna talk about friday training bah... haha dont knw why, after mdms private talk with the sec2s, they suddenly show more life and zest in the training, or most importantly, their replies! haha was very glad that their drills actually make the ground shake!!! wootz! thats the standard man... haiz but due to the presence of the CIs, especially yanhao.. i felt damn restricted and pressured... zzzzz
yeah and there is this guy frm the 31st batch that is seriously blowing me off my top...... wad the hell.. a cadet questioning and telling a NCO or shall i say, a SQUADLEADER what to do? zzz how would you feel in my shoes... haiz... im not blaming him for being too anxious and worried... but i knw what im doing.. if you dont trust me... then what can i do?
yeah and i suddenly realized if its wrong to trust people wholeheartedly? maybe its wrong to help someone in need cuz they dont appreciate and they juz freaking backstab you... yeah i am not going to further reveal into the details but yeah, sometimes it is juz like this...
sianz.. sometimes i cant really blog about all my feelings cuz maybe its inappropriate for some readers as i muz be careful of my languuage or i may land myself in some deep shit... SIANZ
-looking on the bright side that seems so dark
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment