Why doesnt people know how to self-reflect?

let me start with a random notice... for all 29th batch people... we are less than 3 months away from POP. its really very fast, its juz as we had juz taken over, and in a blink of an eye, we are poping really soon. haiz somehow or rather, i kind of feel sad, i really developed that kind of feeling alr. sianz but i knw still have some people among us that are gonna be so excited of pop, cuz they alr lost interest, or shall i say, enthuing about studies?

now back to the point, i think its really true about what i am mentioning on my above title. people simply doesnt self-reflect. kkay i am not targeting anybody but, you see... a very simple example- people don't promote to SSgt, then they suddenly turn emo and keep grumbling about why be enthu about npcc when i nvr promote? but think otherwise, you shld ask yourself, why you nvr promote in the first place. everything has a reason, its becuz of your own actions that you are losing that rank. with attitude comes rank, and not the other way round. everytime only think about like studies, and you still expect to get promoted? you have to ponder which one you want to sacrifice, since you have chosen one, stop grumbling about the other one. its the choice you made and there is no way back now. get on with life bah.

i also found out that tensions rise becuz people don't speak up what they hav in their minds. leading to 2 consequences- they bottle up their feelings and may juz blow off any time; the other party concerned continues to behave or be the way it is and nothing will be changed. thats a sad thing, buts its also the reality, not only juz in school im afraid.

haiz, feel sad ( not emo lol xD). crap crap, and my leg is giving me problems. my stupid left little toe, swollen like some... and its freaking painful. scared its some fracture, no! arghh i sitll want to play soccer de.

- it may be sad, but since its already reality, accept it and carry on with life.