zzz having those mixed emotions these days. probably becuz of they different things that have happened. =(

firstly, i guess its becuz of the service award for ugs. first of all, congratz to ken,bin,bryan and kah hoe for clinching that awards as npcc cadets! nice. but well, im not included. yeah, and you can ask anybody out there that nvr get it, it isnt exactly a nice feeling. yeah or rather, it sucks. okay lah, i can see people that deserve it nvr get lah. dont name people from np, daniel from nair; wenxuan from nland. im sure they have all made their contributions, noble ones i mean. ahhh for our cca, its pathetic. only 2 squadleaders get. LOL? hmmmm what does this mean? ="(

secondly, i see crap people getting DSAed into the top jcs lah. seriously, if they are nice nice people, i will still feel happy for them. but wth? they are like those ah bengs, or those people that dont give a shit abt studies. and there they have a place reserved for them. what logic?

yeah then. todae had a geog lesson with mr talib. he is so damn zai. compared to elaine goh. hes like omg! he makes teaching understandable and is truly zai. i dont how to describe his teachings lah, but you will knw when you attend his lessons. =) too bad he is leaving.

- the ups and downs of life.