was it a mistake on my part?

zzz i feel so sianz dealing with friendships and maintaining it. i treasure them.

crap sometimes, i really dont knw what to say. sensitive. when you say something, you still have to ponder over if it will hurt that certain guy. some parts of you, i sought of like hate it. but i cant say out to you, cuz you will gl me? everytime people leave me in the stage of jing4 tui4 liang2 nan2. 

what can it do? bushuang me? for making a decision? zzz then why not you juz tell me what i shld say to you, to let you feel shuang lah. fuck that.

- true friends always tell the truth?