erm basically today was my first class drill test, no big deal lah... its juz first class! lol xD anyway.... erm i think generally still okay cuz i supposingly nvr screw up any parts except my coordination with ken... lol ask him go practise timing with me, he dont want... then in the end =.= lol haha, was lucky to get mr daniel yong to be my reviewing officer... lol at least he walk at a regular and slow pace for us to catch up lah... shiok!
next week is muster parade... lol really will be pissed off when i see those undeserving people getting their ranks lah... crap.. really feel unrespected by the decision made by upstairs... zzz argh what to do? its already been set and we cannot do anything about it... and after muster parade is really going to be a long debrief man... cuz there are so many persons to talk to one-on-one... lol
oh yah... sorry jasper.. erm i think he hurt his mouth when he tripped and fell becuz of my tackle... really sorry... it wasn't intentional at all.. =/
i feel that being a drill instructor isn't easy as it seems now... instilling a sense of passion for drills in them is like forcing a giant to do what he does not want to do... lol last time, we do not even dare to question and talk back at our sirs... but now leh, tell them do something, like feeding them poison like that; must ask here ask there de... zzz seeing their unenthu faces about drills during drill sessions really hurt me alot... hurt me big time.. can really see that they dont like drills at all; okay maybe some like but.... haiz nvm....
- stepping on a journey of never-returning
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