Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Subordinates

well, juz came back frm wednesday napfa training... yeah quite a few things happened today...

first thing, i juz realized, or shall i say, juz awoken frm my dreams to find out that we are all in all just subordinates.( i hope i spell it correctly)... yeah back to the point, we are just appointed to a certain name... just like a puppet emperor... cuz OUR FREAKING DECISIONS DONT COUNT A SHIT to our upstairs-aka-boss... they can just bloody overwrite our decisions without discussing or even mentioning it to us lah.. crap.. i feel that at least have the courtesy to seek and tell us the reasons for certains actions.. if not, WHAT ARE WE FOR? for show? to pose in front of a group of people? to pose for a photoshoot? wth... and the freaking problem is: what for give somebodies things they do not deserve just to benefit on the long run, and pull down the whole organization standard and reputation... *puke* fine, i should have right from the start admited the sad reality that we are just subordinates, people with no power and should just follow what is given; be it right or wrong...

on a lighter note, today had optional RT! woah finally, the SEC2s join us! so pleasing to see quite a lot of them playing! its really heartwarming... haha the NCOs run out of luck today, all the one-on-one scenarions all turn into either wide shots or pile driver... lol haha hope to have more of this kind of rt next time!

anyway, my legs damn tired now... haha later maybe going to sleep 1st, then tmrw morning wake up do hw! hahaha yeah! perfect plan.

- pointless attempting to kill a giant with bare fists

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