Crap Results.

okay im blogging now, cuz i feel damn sianzz... and this has been the only means to express myself nowadays, there is juz no one i can talk to... and no one that i can rattle all out without holding back anything, there just isnt anybody.. i hope im wrong? and i juz realize nobody actually visit my blog? except maybe john... =/

feel damn sianz... results gotten back now is:
Emaths- 21/30... 70/100... A2
Add maths- 24/30... 80/100... A2
Physics- 25/45... 56/100... C5
Chemistry- 35/45... 78/100... A1
Biology- 34.5/45... 77/100... A1

what the fish are those results? 5 subjects gotten back... 2 A1s, 2 A2s, and one C5! wad the helll, crap really crap... still want DSA, dream on lah... with this kind of crap results, nobody will want you; not even if you are holding the top position in you CCA, cuz THE RESULTS JUZ CANNOT MAKE IT... simple as that, full stop. and look at what i have gotten; a C5 for physics, hahahaha LOL... so whats the point of studying? you study still juz pass, nvr study also juz pass... STUDY FOR WAD? spend lots of my time and lots of my sleeping time juz to try and secure my confidence.. in the end what do i get? C5!

really really really damn fished up... so what if i have those A1s there... and btw its juz 2! people see one C5 there, they straight away reject... and you seee my A1s, its juz on the line... one more mark and it become and A2. seeing people get A1; high A1... i really feel happy for them. but at the same time, envious. i really want get high A1 too... but somehow... Worst thing is those people still say they sure fail... then one A1 pop up... very bullshit leh; think about others leh...

and juz saw weirong's blog, saw the 2 songs... its really true.. i feel damn how to say, emo about it... really.. i understand weirong now... its juz the world nowadays.

-会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样?