Nothing Seems to go right.

hmmm today was freakingly fulll of crap... alot of disheartening things happened.

First thing first, today got back my reviewed physics; and guess what happened, i was deducted another 2 more marks becuz of dont knw what crap, deducting 2 marks ffrom my already very little marks, so now become 23... what the hell, might was well juz fail me lah.. then those with high marks, they dont minus a single shit lah... after that gave back my geog paper... what can i say? 15.5/25. which is 62... bullshit... what the hell i dont knw why? really. you juz bloody mug and mug and mug... but you still get this kind of results. it juz simply doesnt pay off? and those that supposingly dont care about studies at all... they get higher than u!

hoped that training was gonna brighten up my day lah... i have always hoped so... but.. erm it turned out otherwise. the sec2s shouted softer than the sec1s leh, when they have 29 men, maybe they juz dont like and dont want to come for training bah.. thats what i see frm their eyes and faces... i really hope im wrong, but sometimes, things really dont go according to people's wishes. then there was another thing that set me off... when i added another 10 or 20 pushups WITH A VERY VALID REASON, they shouted walao like damn loudly.. what the heck is this? ABCD all forget le ah? is this the kind of respect that shld be shown to a NCO? i really dont knw what is becoming of this unit leh.. and worst still, people have no intergrity to own up also knwn as, no balls; have the audacity to say, come on, admit it!

hate it when people of the same squad quarrel. there is one point i want to say- dont always target the same guy leh, he may be very irritating or freaking, but think about this, if everybody keeps on targeting him; how is he gonna change without your help? work together leh, this kind of small little things can really test your bond. one year le in this CCA le........

kkay tmrw is the checking of olvl hcl paper for prelim 1... i dare not have any expectations; cuz the higher your hopes, the bigger your fall... everytime very confident, then in the end those crap results.. it really throw your down to the bottom... really dejecting; thats all i can say.

- does the truth always hurts?