Saturday, June 7, 2008

did i do the right thing?

hmmm 2 nite ago i did something.. i tihnk its for the good of both of us.

i guess i will or may regret this that action in the future, but im pretty sure that i did the right thing as for now. i juz feel that, seriously, its no point carrying on the friendship if i cant treat you or maybe you both as a real friend of mine.

some people may think that one should increase their number of friends, regardless of whether you really knw that friend or not. they juz want to widen their so called social network, but i think its quite wrong lah. whats the point of having friends when you original intention is juz to have vaguely known friends. i dont want to be these kind of people. (AND IM SERIOUSLY NOT REFERRING TO ANYONE)

its hard be normal friends like this. maybe my surroundings and impressions have caused me to become making this action. i know im being heartless, cold-blooded in some sense. hmmm juz as you have said. im a bad guy, juz continue thinking that im one. really.

if a bear bear or whatever you call it is what you want, and it will really ease the hurt you are feeling, im more than willing to buy you the bear bear, not juz one. sorry that i have to use a harsh tone against you, if not, this thing will nvr end. sorry i juz cant be tht fake to be normal with you.

as much as i wish i can treat you normally, i knw i cant. at least for now.

sorry. really sorry.

- is sorry really a cure?

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